He raised me alone, working two jobs and coming home with the kind of tired that made his shoulders curve forward like he was carrying something heavy even after he’d clocked out. Our apartment was always too quiet, except for the hum of the old fridge and the soft scratch of his pen when he paid bills at the kitchen table.
At school I learned to smile like things didn’t bother me. I laughed when my friends talked about vacations and new phones. But inside, jealousy sat in my throat like a stone.
One day, my friend Tyler waved his brand-new iPad around the lunch table, letting everyone tap the screen. I felt heat rush to my face.
“Must be nice,” I muttered.
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Tyler shrugged. “My dad says I earned it.”
Something in me snapped—something ugly and desperate.
“Other dads buy their kids stuff,” I blurted. “You’re a failure!”
The table went silent. I didn’t even look up until I heard the faintest sound: my dad had come to drop off my lunch. His hand was frozen on the doorway, fingers still holding the paper bag. His eyes were wide, wet, and he wore a smile that didn’t fit his face.
He nodded once, like he understood, and walked away.
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That night he didn’t mention it. He just made rice and eggs like always and asked if I had homework.
A week later, the phone call came.
Heart attack.
I ran through the hospital doors, my lungs burning. In the waiting area, I saw a man in a pressed shirt pacing with frantic energy. When he spotted me, he stopped.
“You’re his kid?” he asked, voice shaking. “I’m Mr. Hanley. His supervisor.”
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I nodded, numb.
Mr. Hanley swallowed hard. “Your dad… he’s the hardest worker I’ve ever had. He begged for overtime. Took other people’s shifts. Said he needed to save up.”
“For what?” I whispered.
Mr. Hanley hesitated, then pulled an envelope from his jacket. “He told me to give you this if anything happened.”
My hands trembled as I opened it. Inside was a small, slightly crumpled photo of an iPad—circled in red ink—along with a deposit slip and a note written in my dad’s careful handwriting:
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I know you see what you don’t have. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you more. But I never stopped trying. I love you. I’m proud of you. Please don’t carry anger—carry your life.
I sank into a chair, choking on the weight of everything I’d never said.
Hours later, they let me into his room. He looked small under the blankets, but his chest rose and fell steadily. His hand rested limp by his side.
I took it gently. “Dad,” I whispered, tears spilling hot and unstoppable. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. You’re not a failure. I was.”
His fingers tightened—just barely.
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His eyes fluttered open, and for the first time in a week, he smiled for real.
“Hey,” he rasped. “You… okay?”
I laughed through my tears. “I am now.”
And when he squeezed my hand again, I understood what he’d been trying to give me all along—something worth more than anything that could fit in a box.